Wednesday, November 15, 2017

Not so random thoughts

Hello there! Happy hump day! It's Wednesday and I'm blogging at work with my mobile phone. It's graduation week and yes, I'm not one of the graduates. Haven't completed a few things concerning my study. Such a lazy bum kan.

On a diferent note, certain situations have been bothering me...they prove to be a constant source of worry to me...or perhaps I'm just easily blackmailed emotionally. And I reckon if I did not do anything about it, if I just leave things alone... things are not getting better, or should I? Someone said, "Look at your problem in a way that if it still troubles you in five years time, deal with it, if it is not, ignore it". And with that in consideration, I do still think that I need to do something about it, but my judgement could be wrong. I reckon I need to do a few changes to make things better but I'm scared. 

On a slightly different note, I do feel anxious from time to time... Bad and wrong thoughts do cross and somehow occupy my mind. I do really, really feel sick now. I do struggle so much in my mind. Anxiety much!?

I'm moving out from hostel now; so rather busy moving my stuff at the moment. Hermit living soon. Cos I've been telling my parents and people that this shall be my last sem.. so I should be moving out. But I don't have to be in a hurry actually kan.. 

Okay la...I shall write more in the future. Till then... bye